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[29 Nov 2007|04:05am] |
What made me decide to write here? I have no idea, but I will nonetheless.
The quality of life is something that I've been questioning for some time now. Every where I go, nothing feels genuine. As it stands now, I wouldn't mind a fresh start. It seems that the more I grow, the more tired I feel of the same things and the same people.
I began to accept a fate of sorts about a year ago. Maybe South Jersey isn't so bad, I thought. Maybe I need to adjust myself to fit in with my surroundings. Needless to say, I snapped out of it.
What I need are goals, not dreams. I need to stop thinking of things as unobtainable. Every time I think of something big, I hold myself back. I'm not sure exactly what's stopping me.
I feel a spiritual awakening is upon me.
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[05 Nov 2006|12:46am] |
Why am I so fucked up? Why does my past always come back to haunt me? Is there no such thing as redemption? Can't I just do what I want and not care what other people think (people meaning parents, family, etc.)? I'm not sure what I'm doing with much of anything.
I need help.
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[28 Oct 2006|02:28pm] |
Cheers to:
Sparks
South Philly
Bitches named Cinnamon
Pine Street Pizza
Free Marlboro Reds
Free Haircuts
Calling out of work
Her dad not caring
Does anyone want to see the Decemberists on Wednesday?
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[27 Oct 2006|12:59am] |
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Go see The Science of Sleep.
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| I don't know |
[26 Oct 2006|07:02pm] |
I felt like doing this thing again, just once. It doesn't look like anyone really uses livejournal anymore anyway, but fuck it.
Being single is fine. I'm not looking to rush into a relationship or anything, because I'm enjoying my independence. I'm sure if I find someone that I really can't resist I'll fold, but as of now...I just want someone to hang out with and enjoy a good time. Yeah it sucks seeing a lot of my friends having girlfriends and shit, but I am doing what I want and I love that. No one to own up to. I'm my own man.
Anything going on for Halloween?
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| This |
[08 Jul 2006|03:19pm] |
is what I live for.
Fuck the net.
Goodbye livejournal.
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[06 Jul 2006|05:29pm] |
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Amputechture restores my faith in everything.
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[05 Jul 2006|07:09pm] |
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"There is nothing more depressing than trying to appear happy when you are not."
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[29 Jun 2006|11:37pm] |
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Your loss.
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[27 Jun 2006|05:27pm] |
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There is no one.
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[26 Jun 2006|04:09pm] |
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I need a new job. Help.
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[25 Jun 2006|08:07pm] |
Chipmunks = cute.
Squirrels = not cute.
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[24 Jun 2006|10:11pm] |
People are growing up way too fast.
Slow the fuck down!
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[22 Jun 2006|04:29pm] |
Nanuchka show.
Bus from Atlantic City to New York.
Subway from Port Authority to Brooklyn.
Drank lots of Sparks, laid out drunk on the sidewalk telling everyone to fuck off.
Very drunk, can't keep both eyes open.
Last bus to AC is at 11:30.
We stay at the show till 11:45.
Cram 6 people into a small Toyota and drive to a suburb of Trenton.
Next morning, take a train to Trenton.
Take train from Trenton to Philadelphia.
Take train from Philadelphia to Atlantic City.
Car ride home to Linwood.
ALl the while, I forgot to call out of work so I was just a no-show today. Oh well.
I think it was all worth it.
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[20 Jun 2006|01:38am] |
I think it's hilarious when people put "married" as their relationship status on myspace when they're just dating some kid.
Come ohhhhhhhhwwwwwn.
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| Rain soaked blues |
[20 Jun 2006|01:26am] |
Tonight, riding my bike under a light curtain of rain with the sound of thunder pulling hair from the front of my ears, I wondered if I was going to be struck by lightning. On the final stretch of road before my house, just hit by lightning in the middle of the street. What would happen? Would anyone notice that there's this kid just lying there, somehow struck by a bolt of lightning? Ridiculous.
I was called a "scenester" twice today. This may be a dumb question (apparently) but am I missing something?
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[15 Jun 2006|10:08pm] |
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Martha by Tom Waits is still my favorite song ever.
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